Odd Ball things,,,

Just a few things that are on my mind.

I found myself feeling weird the other day when some one asked my maiden name. It kind of made me feel old. I guess I still feel like I am 20. It is refreshing though that I finally feel out of highschool, what a nightmare.

I felt dumb the other day when I was in a meeting and some one asked where I went to school. I replied "Bear River." THey looked at me and said oh that's right, you're not a nurse, you didn't go to school. What is with the assumption that if you work at a hospital you have to be a nurse? There is A LOT more to hospital than nursing staff. Don't get me wrong, nurses are probably considered the work horses of the system, but there are others that work there too.

Brooklyn has been calling me "Old Woman."

I got a generous comment from a coworker today, made my day. She said she couldn't believe how responsible I am and all the things that I do at work. She said she looks at her 23 year old and knows that it will be a while before he is as 'accomplished' as I am. (Well something to that effect) Made me walk with a little more confidence.

Zach and I have been married for 4.5 years.

I've been sleeping so deep I don't remember Zach getting home at night, don't wake up to crying children, and can stay in one spot all night. It kind of scares me. Zach has mentioned he hopes we don't hae a fire when I'm home alone with the kids, and I agree, we would probably all burn.

I have been having headaches. I know I should probably go to the doctor, but I know he will just say I'm fine so why waste the time and money? I think I tend to freak out over the little things after working in the ER for so long. Afterall, only scary and bads things tend to stick out, right?

I don't feel tired tonight, which is weird for me.

I miss my sister. I wish we were closer and talked more.

I want to visit my grandparents. I feel like I don't visit nearly often enough. Boy would I feel guilty if anything ever happened to one of them.

la di da di da.....